the peace of silence

Freedom of my mind
complete wreckage of my once burning heart
once spring, now quiet winter
cold damaged soul.

Light covered up in mist
where are you?
Now I'm alone, trying to sleep
forget, forget, why can't I...

Confessions of my troubled self
make me even sink more
I know all, yet I know nothing

There you are, naked and covered
in red pure blood, dead.
I lay beside you, waiting for
everlasting silence.

I know all, yet I know nothing
I feel all, yet I feel nothing
What once was, is now gone
I killed us, a burden of my past.

I lay beside you, naked goddess
Only you know how I loved you
Only I know how I love you
I lay beside my memory of you

And die into silence.