Jij

Ik heb gezocht

en gevonden

in je blik

die over me heen daalt

in je lach

die in mijn hoofd weerklinkt

in de streling

van je zachte huid tegen de mijne

in het geluid

van je zachte gefluister

in het voelen

van je hartslag

de liefde in haar puurste vorm

Jij.

The greatest emotion is fear, fear to lose what you love the most, trough that fear you find the greatest love ever captured by the human heart.

dedicated to ~Leen~

dead moviestar, living starlight

in the loom of day
Open eyes,a lot of noise I hear
start the movie that already begun
wait, wait and see the world falling down
this isn't -this can't be-
it is. -oh stupid fool!-

Hang on little one
I'm here while you cry in the water
I didn't planned to go, I love you
don't be so angry,we share time.

Red painfully red, everything in my body bleeds
hang on, don't go yet, I'm coming to you
feeling completely numb, I'm coming, don't go yet
I need to see, need to see what's inevitable
Fuck you, fuck you! -what have you done?-
you were not supposes to leave me yet.

hush now mini me, I know you're hurt
I waited for everyone, for you to come
before I go, there's our unspoken language
Whisperings in the subconcious of sleep
I stand next to the shell, next to you -please dont cry-

Appearance of lost family, strange moments await
and there you are, bruised and blue
asleep for now, soon to be dead
It is you, it really ís you, fuck.
Open your eyes, -please- don't you dare leaving!
I know so much, but I can't help you, I can't make you better
feeling helpless, abandoned by you
But all is to late, I kiss you goodbye before you must go

This wasn't supposed to happen
undergo the feelings you have little one
I'll be there, I've always been there when you needed me
I'll look out for you -I promise-

The day ends in fireworks and worldwide party
-typicall you- to go with a blow
Never cried that much as I did that week
But you laid there, cold and quiet not able to comfort me
One last goodbye, the last I'll see of you

this is not goodbye, this is not the end
You'll see in time what I mean
but for now, I'll wait in the shadows
to make my great appearance at the end of your time
be brave little niece, you know I love you.

Days go by, not one without reliving everything
sometimes I cry because it hurts
sometimes laughter for all the stupid things you did
But I still miss you, the great one, the mega me.
I live my life , you live trough me.

midnight fantasy

I'm the wicked goblet of desire
gold and esmerald melted unison
Find the entrance to the cave
where the light shines upon sweet nectar
Press the glinstering button
to unleash the waterfalls and bathe

Reach out and touch
the thyes of the high priestess who
has been watching you since you entered
Drink from the melted starshine
sweet holy nectar that serves only you
Bravest, purest of heart

Under the cloak of satisfaction
I'll give you the eternal flames of love
and a promise yet to be delivered
Melted high priestess and empty wicked goblet
Between the thyes,
eternal flames shine their light upon
my lover's face.

Dedicated to my beautiful lover, my own bravest and purest of heart, I love you with all I am.

~Leen~

elegia (k's choice)

Oh, God, I haven't read your book
I'm sure it was divine
Especially the part
where you turned water into wine

Oh, God, I want you to clear my mind
It's covered up with dirt
And I want to taste your skin
One time before I taste the earth
Oh, God,
I apologizeI didn't knock when I arrived
Oh, God,
I apologizeI didn't say goodbye last night
Oh, God
Now I guess you have your way
As I taste the earth today

Now I guess you have your way
As I taste the earth today

Now I guess you have your way
As I taste the earth today



my own text will follow any day now, but words are falling apart when I try to translate my pain to sentences. in loving memory
of Katelijne.