me and my superiority

I know I'm not supposed to speak
But I have this superiority in me
To cover up the dirt and to feed this emotion
I know you probably don't want to hear
how I love you, how I need you and how I want you

Is it because I'm me?
Or maybe it's due to our history.
Well I don't know much about so many things
But allow me to love you

In all the complexity of myself
I find it not so hard to trust
You and what you do to me
You see I feel this superiority in me
But I know I'm not allowed
to say out loud what you already know

I love you.