liquid you, liquid me

Summer night
stars in heaven
Show me my path
that I have to follow

Come to me
bringer of light
Dismantle me
heavenly creature

Let me drink this liquid that you offer
given in a crystal glass
Poisening my mind -light headed me-
what is that you have there?

Take me or leave me
Oh wonderfull being of the light!
I will never doubt your liquid love
again I'm the victim of my crime

Is it wrong for longing to touch you
to have this feelings I can't control?!
Never mind me, I'm only a liquid substance now
Served to you in a crystal glass

Summer night
Lovers are apart
Winds are blowing softly on their skin
Both are nipping from the crystal glass.

thunder and lighting

Lights flashing
Sky is moaning
Inside me something is rumbling

Electric night
Soaking rain and ground
I'm the core of human passion

Gathering clouds
Gasping winds (breathing)
I'm setting my soul on fire

I'm flashing
You are moaning
Inside me you are rumbling

We're the electricity in the night
I'm soaking wet
We are the core of human passion

Feel the gathering of our breathing- climax
Gasping for air
We're on fire

Dedicated to my soulmate

trough you

Show me the real me
let me look at myself
show me how you see me
let me experience my impact on you

And I'll let you in
my warm embrace
and you will feel
my everlasting loyalty

leaving and loving

Your scent has faded
your touch is gone
All I have is naked
feelings are to strong

You and me
ever lasting
me and you
always remembering

Amber light is glowing
in the core of my soul
life is flowing
trough my vains, you must know

How I love your
kiss in the middle of the night
moving swiftly trough the open door
looking back, you've been right

Always caring
never stopped believing
memories sharing
all my fears are leaving

shadow

Shadow of the mist
creature of the night
What do you seek
other than a doubtfull mind

Soundless you arrive
awakener of souls
guardian of hearts

Shadow in the mist
creature of the light
where you go, I can not see
your mysterious identity

Suddenly you dissapear
leaving the unawared
a fading memory

dangerously close

Dangerously close
my eyes show my hidden feelings
secrets made in the dark
never to be told, never to be seen

Here I lay
with demonic whisperings in my head
unheard for those who not listen
Fearing your touch, fearing your sight
demonic secrets can not resist
the nearness of you.

So dangerously close you lay beside me
and I can not hide
Touch me and I'll show you
this madness that is holding me.

Teach me, for I hunger for your wisdom
Dangerously close to my exorcism
you hesitate by the look in my eyes.

me and my superiority

I know I'm not supposed to speak
But I have this superiority in me
To cover up the dirt and to feed this emotion
I know you probably don't want to hear
how I love you, how I need you and how I want you

Is it because I'm me?
Or maybe it's due to our history.
Well I don't know much about so many things
But allow me to love you

In all the complexity of myself
I find it not so hard to trust
You and what you do to me
You see I feel this superiority in me
But I know I'm not allowed
to say out loud what you already know

I love you.

amazon warrior.

Pure soul, brave heart
I know your life is hard
Fighting amazon warrior, don't lose faith
because it's not too late

To be saved and swept away
Hush now it will all be ok
Let me hold you, cry if you need to
I'll do what you want me to do

Naked you, Naked me
just wait and you'll see
Me in my shiny armor, blinding sun
In the end, we've won


Dedicated to sporty.

Tired (by K's choice)

Show me where you found your faith and
Does it help you sleep at night
I am not that complicated
I just need some time

Because it doesn't feel right
And I'm mostly very tired

Life is easy when you fake it
Right until you realize
Your happiness is unrelated
To anything you have inside

And it doesn't feel right
And I'm mostly very tired

Every chance I get to distract myself
I won't try to convince myself
That there's anything for real or
That we're sure of what we feel

Quiet time is underrated
I still can't stand to be alone
That might be why I'm so unstable
Barely able to hold on

And I just don't feel right
And I'm mostly very tired

Voorbij

IK voel je, om me heen, ik denk alleen aan jou
Ik hoor je stem Ik zie je, overal, ik neem je altijd mee
Waar ik ook ben
Zo tastbaar, en zo dichtbij, hou jij je vast aan mij
Waar ik ben, daar ben jij, je bent eigenlijk nooit weggeweest
Als een schaduw volg je mij

Door mijn huis, door mijn hoofd,
ik zou vrij zijn maar dat ben ik niet
Het is wel over, maar nog niet voorbij

Ik weet niet, wat het is, maar ik mis je zo
Wat ik ook doe
Onzichtbaar, maar zo dichtbij, hou jij je vast aan mij

Waar ik ben, daar ben jij, je bent eigenlijk nooit weggeweest
Als een schaduw volg je mij
Door mijn huis, door mijn hoofd, ik zou vrij zijn maar dat ben ik niet
Het is wel over, maar nog niet voorbij

Zijn jou dagen, zonder mij, beter dan ons leven samen
Ik mis je, dag en nacht, zo onverwacht

Waar ik ben, daar ben jij, je bent eigenlijk nooit weggeweest
Als een schaduw volg je mij
Door mijn huis, door mijn hoofd, ik zou vrij zijn maar dat ben ik niet
Het is wel over, maar nog niet voorbij

the light

Dark passion
Rising before my eyes
It's too dark and I can't find the light
Fear has taken me once
Never left me since
The constant agony, oh the agony!

In front of my eyes,
I'm to blind to see
Where the light is, help me find
Find my match

Light my darkness and lead me safe
into your arms
I cry, I scream, I can not see the light!
Dark passion is eating me alive
And I'm still searching
everlasting you, take me to the light.

the peace of silence

Freedom of my mind
complete wreckage of my once burning heart
once spring, now quiet winter
cold damaged soul.

Light covered up in mist
where are you?
Now I'm alone, trying to sleep
forget, forget, why can't I...

Confessions of my troubled self
make me even sink more
I know all, yet I know nothing

There you are, naked and covered
in red pure blood, dead.
I lay beside you, waiting for
everlasting silence.

I know all, yet I know nothing
I feel all, yet I feel nothing
What once was, is now gone
I killed us, a burden of my past.

I lay beside you, naked goddess
Only you know how I loved you
Only I know how I love you
I lay beside my memory of you

And die into silence.

mental notes

Mental notes are mine alone
I cannot read or listen
So I look into my brave heart
To find help, to find what is lost

Write like no one did

Moving souls, flying emotions
I cannot speak or touch
Here in my mind everything is
CHAOS

But what does my blind eye see?
A mental note of me to myself!
I cannot read it, hear it
speak or touch

"Hush now, it will all be ok"

The mental note said.