Jij

Ik heb gezocht

en gevonden

in je blik

die over me heen daalt

in je lach

die in mijn hoofd weerklinkt

in de streling

van je zachte huid tegen de mijne

in het geluid

van je zachte gefluister

in het voelen

van je hartslag

de liefde in haar puurste vorm

Jij.

The greatest emotion is fear, fear to lose what you love the most, trough that fear you find the greatest love ever captured by the human heart.

dedicated to ~Leen~

dead moviestar, living starlight

in the loom of day
Open eyes,a lot of noise I hear
start the movie that already begun
wait, wait and see the world falling down
this isn't -this can't be-
it is. -oh stupid fool!-

Hang on little one
I'm here while you cry in the water
I didn't planned to go, I love you
don't be so angry,we share time.

Red painfully red, everything in my body bleeds
hang on, don't go yet, I'm coming to you
feeling completely numb, I'm coming, don't go yet
I need to see, need to see what's inevitable
Fuck you, fuck you! -what have you done?-
you were not supposes to leave me yet.

hush now mini me, I know you're hurt
I waited for everyone, for you to come
before I go, there's our unspoken language
Whisperings in the subconcious of sleep
I stand next to the shell, next to you -please dont cry-

Appearance of lost family, strange moments await
and there you are, bruised and blue
asleep for now, soon to be dead
It is you, it really ís you, fuck.
Open your eyes, -please- don't you dare leaving!
I know so much, but I can't help you, I can't make you better
feeling helpless, abandoned by you
But all is to late, I kiss you goodbye before you must go

This wasn't supposed to happen
undergo the feelings you have little one
I'll be there, I've always been there when you needed me
I'll look out for you -I promise-

The day ends in fireworks and worldwide party
-typicall you- to go with a blow
Never cried that much as I did that week
But you laid there, cold and quiet not able to comfort me
One last goodbye, the last I'll see of you

this is not goodbye, this is not the end
You'll see in time what I mean
but for now, I'll wait in the shadows
to make my great appearance at the end of your time
be brave little niece, you know I love you.

Days go by, not one without reliving everything
sometimes I cry because it hurts
sometimes laughter for all the stupid things you did
But I still miss you, the great one, the mega me.
I live my life , you live trough me.

midnight fantasy

I'm the wicked goblet of desire
gold and esmerald melted unison
Find the entrance to the cave
where the light shines upon sweet nectar
Press the glinstering button
to unleash the waterfalls and bathe

Reach out and touch
the thyes of the high priestess who
has been watching you since you entered
Drink from the melted starshine
sweet holy nectar that serves only you
Bravest, purest of heart

Under the cloak of satisfaction
I'll give you the eternal flames of love
and a promise yet to be delivered
Melted high priestess and empty wicked goblet
Between the thyes,
eternal flames shine their light upon
my lover's face.

Dedicated to my beautiful lover, my own bravest and purest of heart, I love you with all I am.

~Leen~

elegia (k's choice)

Oh, God, I haven't read your book
I'm sure it was divine
Especially the part
where you turned water into wine

Oh, God, I want you to clear my mind
It's covered up with dirt
And I want to taste your skin
One time before I taste the earth
Oh, God,
I apologizeI didn't knock when I arrived
Oh, God,
I apologizeI didn't say goodbye last night
Oh, God
Now I guess you have your way
As I taste the earth today

Now I guess you have your way
As I taste the earth today

Now I guess you have your way
As I taste the earth today



my own text will follow any day now, but words are falling apart when I try to translate my pain to sentences. in loving memory
of Katelijne.

a lover's drug

Take my drugs
Addictive sedatives are what I serve
Over the dashboard lights
I give it to you pure and undiluted
in every kiss, every breath

get lost in the head rush
until all you can see is me
I'll bring down every door
every wall and every brick I see
In the search of your presence

I'll find you before you come undone
and give you the next dose
in a maximalistic night,
I give you overdose after overdose
I'll be you and you'll be me

Dedicated to the most powerful love I've ever felt, everything seems so right, thank you my lover for being there when I need you, for being a greater idiot than me,

I love you.

Zij (by Marco Borsato)

de blik in haar ogen
verandert de kleur van mijn dag
't is niet te geloven
van zwart als ze boos is
tot blauwer dan blauw als ze lacht
de zon hangt voortdurend verliefd om haar heen
en de maan laat haar nooit een seconde alleen

een woord van haar lippen
kan telkens weer wonderen doen
't is niet te voorspellen
soms klinkt ze als onweer
en soms als een zonnig seizoen
maar hoe hard het ook vriest
ze is zo weer ontdooid
zolang ze bij mij is verveel ik me nooit
want zij

zij is de zon en de maan voor mij
zij heeft het beste van allebei
zo mysterieus
en zo warm tegelijk
en ze doet iets met mij
ze is vrij
vrij om te gaan maar ze blijft bij mij

zij is de eb en de vloed erbij
ze is onweerstaanbaar
ze zegt me gewoon wat ze vindt
een vrouw en een kind
ze is wind en windstilte
en zijzij hoort bij mij

en zij opent een wereld voor mij
zij is de zon op mijn huid en de regen
wind mee en wind tegen
zij zit in alles voor mij
ze maakt me blij
zij houdt me vast maakt me vrij
zij is er altijd
zij maakt me deel van haar grote geheel
zij is de betere helftvan mij

zij...

~Leen~

Slip and slide

Slip and slide
take a curve or two
the Holiness of your body
that I hold in my hands

My lover, my lover
you are my capture of the universal
moving moonlight, my shining starlight
you're the silver stream that is raining down

The wilded looks of us
pulsating slow eye movement
Covered in silver you are mine
in the solitude of our steel cocoon

My lover, my lover
everything I breathe is you
mesmerizing sigh, I am here
moving, our body's are moving

I feel the burning scratches on my back
the sweet sting of love on my chest
you're discovering my inner world
turn the heat up, surrounded by spirals of fire

My lover, My lover
there's no beginning or an end to this
everything just is
Feel the flames, I burn for you

I fill every breath with meaning
an alternative love song just for you
you move just in the right rithm
seconds from exploding, I see the universe is you

My lover, my lover
stay with me when I fall asleep
gently let me come undone
Hold me all night long.

Dedicated to ~Leen~

I know that you feel how much I love you.